Omg i think I'm absolutely in love with you! You're the bright side of my bad day! I think you're really hot. (no idea why). Its always soo fun and nice to talk to you :) I wish you were mine, D: i wish you'd feel the same. But i doubt it. After all why would you like me? I'm not pretty enough, neither am i smart enough. I cant live up to your expectations. I just seriously wish you'd feel the same and that you're mine forever. Cause i know without a doubt, you'll have my heart forever if you let me give it to you. You can either make me so happy or so damn fucking sad. urghhhh. WHY IS IT SO HARD !? Why all the good guys have to be either taken, (my heart) or gay. ISHHHHHH! I feel like screaming my lungs out. Whats wrong with me. I'm having a bad case of bipolar. One moment i was so happy cause you actually take notice or perhaps interest in me, as if i meant something. The next moment i'm just another girl to you?!?!?! Omg i feel like telling you how i feel but i cant ?!!?! Why cant i ?!!? Is it so hard? Maybe cause i'm scared i might not wanna know what you have to say after that. I cant take another break down. No, i seriously cant. sighhh what am i suppose to do !