What am i suppose to do ??? Ishh... i can't rewrite the past. But that doesn't mean its gonna be the same for my future? I can't be perfect.. i seriously cant. I have lack of confidence lately. I absolutely don't think i can dance, I don't have enough confidence to stand up in front of all of them, especially in front of you. You have always tried to shape me to your liking. Sure i pick a lot of bozos through out a lot of time. I'm trying my best. I just need some time off.
I never thought you were so important until i lost you. I'm sorry. I truly am. :( I NEVER REALLY WANTED TO BE WITHOUT YOU. Here i go, now you know. I fell so hard. I really did. But i guess that's what you get when you let your heart win. But i no longer wanna drift and dwell on the past. I'm gonna see the bright side of the future. I'm gonna hope again. Cause if its over then lets just let it go then, come tomorrow then you'll see, that was soo yesterday. I'm just a bird that's already flown away. Laugh it off, then let it go and when you wake up you'll see ' hah so yesterday'. Haven't you heard that I'm gonna be okay. :) Don't care about me. I'll take care of myself even tho i have to get hurt in the process.
