I hope this is not the case. and yes I'm a little paranoid, but only because i know i cant make you stay. As much as i wanted to but i know well enough that you wont. Its either that or you'll lie to me ? why? I don't really care who you are, where your from, what you did, as long as you love me and stop lying to me. That's all it takes. Its not that hard. Dude... please Sigh, some times you rather fake a smile so that no one ask you this 'are you okay'. Seriously.. -.-' Do i look fucking okay to you??? I feel like knocking some sense in that puiny brain of yours, after all you know why that smile is upside down. 'YOU'? What does it takes to make you realise that all those crappy stuffs everyone talks about doesn't effect how i feel about you? Urgh, god with i can make wishes out of paper air planes right now so i can wish you were mine. But paper are just processed wood pounded in to paper then folded in to airplanes. No matter how many times i tried it still wouldn't work. In other words, you being mine and only mine is pretty much a myth. And yes you've said it a thousand time, i still were it around my neck. Always have and always will.
I just went out with my old classmates. Gosh i miss them A LOT!!!!. And on the second though i don't really miss them that much XP.I'm just kidding, i miss you guys dont worry, not sure if you feel the same way though . After all i wasn't really liked much by others. When i was younger, truly i felt like i don't belong, as if i don't belong anywhere, almost all the teachers loath me, i was pretty much known as the 'TOM-BOY'(trust me you don't wanna know the details to that), my results hah... that piece of paper is not even wort wiping your ass, i was kinda like a misfit. But despite all the fact that i was a terrible 'GIRL' that time, I've got to say that those were the richest times of my life :) And I'm proud of it. I've experienced most of the stuffs some people never did :). But i wasn't alone, i maybe a misfit but i had friends. like Max, kar wei, sue, Eric, chun kit, li hui and many others so therefore i wasn't alone. But those days were long gone. I've turned on a new leaf.
I have friends like Freda, Arief, and Amelia. What more could i possibly want ? :) I love them they have been there for me every single time I'm down, they have tolerated my terrible bad habits. I'll dedicate the next post for all my friends that have truly cared about me. And for that i thank you :)
