I remember the way he look at me and I know I was safe when he’d smile and say don’t worry,I still remember the time when he’d look me in the eye and tell me that he loves me and I knew every things alright, as long as he’s right hear by my side, cause every time we touch , I get this feeling and every time we kiss I swear I could fly, he was like a dream, a fairy tale that’s has no sad endings. But when I open my eyes, he stills remain a dream, he’s never there, it was another childish figment of my imagination. As I waited for my prince charming to return, I knew it was pointless but I never gave up until the day I realize he’s heart is stolen by another. I knew it wasn’t a fairy tale that It’d be too good to be true. I was a wild dreamer until he came and wake me up in other words let me down. Now its just too late for him and his white horse to catch me now. I wont let nobody see me wishing he was mine as I fall deep into the shadows of my past. No matter how much i want him, but i cant let my urges take over.
Thursday, December 17, 2009
Wednesday, December 16, 2009
i'd lie
reminds me or him !!! i really do miss you! I don't think that passenger seat
Has ever looked this good to me
He tells me about his night
And I count the colours in his eyes
He'll never fall in love he swears
As he runs his fingers through his hair
I'm laughing 'cause I hope he's wrong
And I don't think it ever crossed his mind
He tells a joke I fake a smile
That I know all his favourite songs and
I could tell you his favourite colours green
He loves to argue, born on the seventeenth
His sister's beautiful, he has his father's eyes
And if you ask me if I love him, I'd lie
He looks around the room
Innocently overlooks the truth
Shouldn't a light go on?
Doesn't he know I've had him memorised for so long?
He sees everything black and white
Never let nobody see him cry
I don't let nobody see me wishing he was mine
I could tell you his favourite colours green
He loves to argue, born on the seventeenth
His sister's beautiful, he has his father's eyes
And if you ask me if I love him, I'd lie
He stands there then walks away
My God, if I could only say
I'm holding every breathe for you
He'd never tell you but he can play guitar
I think he can see through everything but my heart
First thought when I wake up is, "My god, he's beautiful"
So I put on my make up and pray for a miracle
Yes, I could tell you his favourite colours green
He loves to argue oh and it kills me
His sisters beautiful he has his father's eyes
And if you asked me if I love him
If you ask me if I love him, I'd lie
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♥
for him I'd swim across the Atlantic ocean,
I'd fly across the world,
I'd go the distance and endure what no other has never endure before,
all i want is to be by your side,
breathe the air you breathe,
walk the path you take,
i want to be able to smile back at you when you do something stupid,
capture every moment together,
wipe your every tear, and be there to comfort you,
cause i have faith in you,
but if you ask me if I love him .......I'D LIE !
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Sunday, December 13, 2009
Party like there's no end, penang trip day 1
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Sorry for the long hiatus!!! Just got bored of typing sometimes. XP Anyway, I had recently came back from penang. Gosh! It was a wonderful trip! At least that was the breakthrough of my boring mundane cycle, ' eat, shit, and sleep' cycle, literately! I invited Freda to come along. :D on the behalf of Freda, she had loads of fun too! Well its her 1st time going to penang anyway. For me its like my thousand time!? It’s my mom’s hometown. You may think you’ve seen all the pics in my facebook. But don’t be fooled, there’s still many more I didn’t posted. On our 1st day we didn’t do much cause we used up all of out time travelling and all that. =.=’ took a lot of photos in the car when we were bored. (facebook). We went on a ferry ride and took a lot of pics too but sigh…real lazy to upload again. Sorry. And then once we’ve reach out hotel which is ‘flamingo hotel’, I know …what a name right ?!?! lol the hotel was awesome! But unfortunately, me, freda and brian had to sleep in one room with only 2 beds? Huh…meaning one of us had to share. What do you think …Of course it was me!!! But the good thing was we only had to endure it for one day. We reached the hotel at 6:30 plus … It was a tiring day!!! Dinner was delicious!
Freda and me were observing people eating. And we saw a guy and I suspect his little brother, eating like he has never eating in weeks …LOL … two mouths and the whole damn ‘pao’ is consumed! Watching him eat was like watching tv. Owh look entertainment and delicious food. XD, did I mentioned that penang guys are way hotter than guys In KL. XP seriously. After our luscious dinner, we went back to the hotel and played pool and arcade games =P. We played like there was no end, plus Freda and Brian played like a hardcore gamer!!!! Haha… that’s all for day one!
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the "so called arcade"...=.=' damn life lifeless and retro
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Friday, November 27, 2009
live to eat or eat to live ?
My aim is simple I only want A’s for my science, math and English that’s all. And to pass my history that would certainly be great! I’m worried about my geo and KHB too…BM I wish for B that’s good enough for me. Sigh…thinking about my results is making me worried, all I know is I got 34 out of 40 for math , yes nothing compared to yours =.=…and 35 for English and last but not least 34 for science… yes my science result is very disappointing. Now even my body figure is failing me. I vowed to go for a jog tomorrow if not I shall not touch the computer!
Not just any jog, but an intense one make sure I reduce some fats from my fragile body! IT’S A MUST DO THING!
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Sunday, November 22, 2009
Refresh our memories
Have you seen the latest upgrade for our blog posting ??? its awesome !!! lol moving on ...went back puay chai last saturday ...damn it was drop dead fun!!! Met up with Lucas and his friend. Can’t remember his name sorry, what can i say...I’m a forgetful person. I made Lucas hug the lion dance, LMAO! haha i caught him on tape too! But unfortunately he made me swore I wont post it anywhere. Sobs... it would have been and ass kicking clip!
Gosh… I hate my hair …=.=’ But we didn’t go there straight at once, we went to 1u first. Met jian li and Mathew there, then they bring us to the arcade and then we met Jeremy, kok ian and the others. Sadly I did not met the birthday boy before we left. Terrible planing =.=’ supposedly 30 people are attending Norman’s, siao won and Muin’s birthday. And I only saw like 8?
Ughh… don’t bother, not my birthday anyway. My legs hurt like hell walking in 2 and half-inch heels for 8 hours straight! AHH… lucky Freda did not follow me attempt such silly stuff. Well, at least I got to met my old friend Chun kit and wei yue! Yeahh! How long has it been…3 years? I’m glad I came back to my old school …=) I would like to go back just one more time with Freda. Really wanna let her experience how if feels like when you’ve got nothing to worry about except for danger of course…XP whomever it is, your reading this, let me tell you something, if you haven’t live the life I lived meaning you’ve never live before! Well… Its not much, and it doesn’t cost unless you got yourself injured, then you can’t help it.
Owh and mom and dad decided to go to Melbourne on next years march holidays =) yeah!!! And yes I’ve been to Australia before, but there’s no harm going again right ? And they decided that during the June holidays, we’ll go to England !!! HELL YEAH! Yay…I get to meet my auntie Ann and uncle chin poh!! Wheeee… how long since I seen them …hmm no idea! My gosh… … I can’t wait! I’m so excited already! I’m done with today’s post, will be posting soon byes !
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Saturday, November 21, 2009
same boring post, different day
on the 60 to 70 plus plus ...Wanna know why ...cause i did not submit my class form. The form is suppose to let you choose whatever package of studies you want then they'll evaluate according to your results ... But ya know the irresponsible, couldn't care less and forgetful me ..hehe. Sigh, now i want to submit the form but i can't cause schools out ...So I've decided that on the same day we're gonna get our PMR results I'll submit it and BEG the teacher to please kindly accept it !!! DAMN...i'm terrible ! What to do, I am me...you can't change who I am ...only I can ..weather i want to do it or not its my choice.. So don't come telling me what to do or what i should do. Nah ...i was
only joking ...as long as its a friendly offer i don't mind even if it cost a little sacrifice...=) Thats what friends are for right ? Okay, i'll update the past tomorrow, for now you shall endure my boring post for a while ...
TTFN!
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Tuesday, November 3, 2009
laugh as long as you live, love as much as you breathe♥
Well.. if you really need a life time to prove it then how can you say that your BF loves you for who you are and will never leave you or you can just tell me that these quotes mean nothing. Hmm... weird huh.. Began to understand, how can we make conclusions at this age, that we've found our true love, I doubt that they will have a happy ending.'ohh.. look my BF just bought me a beautiful ring as our anniversary'. Are you sure he bought it through sweat and tears just to make you smile or parents gave him the money to buy fake happiness for you?
live my life to the fullest and make every day counts.
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Monday, November 2, 2009
Goodbye my trusted friend, promise me this isn't the end♥
Emotions ran through my head
I found myself wishing I was dead
All because you were moving away
I knew I would never see you another day
You were my classmate, and my best friend,
are you sure we have reached the end?
You made me happy, I became carefree
You made it feel okay for me to be me
but it feels like it was only yesterday
I remember everything we used to do
It may seem impossible, but it is true,
all i want to say is 'thank you'
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